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wow....... this thing is old. i cant believe i was such an immature 17-year-old dumbass. i work at olive garden now and thanks molly for sending me the link to the profile i forgot existed. i like boobs.
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[02 Aug 2001|04:10pm] |
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well.... i havent written in here in a while, i realize. i've been so damn busy with band and goin out to lunch and watching movies and goin bowlin and workin... i havent had time for much computer lately. plus i'm also trying to read my fuckin books.... thats what i'm about to go do since i cant find anybody to do nuthin w/ tonight since lauren is workin. hehe.... but things w/ her are goin really well. better than i planned actually. things are kinda smoothing themselves out and soon it'll be school time and normal once again... but as of now, i gotta let these folks go that i'm talkin to and i gotta go call brandon and tell him i cant work... then i'm off to my room to read a little bit (in hopes that i dont fall asleep like i do every fuckin time... ) ADIOS!
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| long ass and tiring day |
[29 Jul 2001|01:38am] |
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argh... school is drawing nearer and nearer. and i still only have like 1 fourth of my first book done. i'm FUCKED. oh well though... i'll live. and ya know what, i thought about the situation with people knowing my shit in here.... and i came to the conclusion that i should limit the people only to those i talk bad about in here. (for instance, chris gancootchio, etc... ) but u know what i mean. if ya dont, oh well. but moving on to what my day was like... woke up at 430. went to work for keith. brandon got there at 10. worked. went home at 2. computer til 3. fell asleep. wake up at 10 after 5 to adam pokin me with my phone tellin me megan is on the phone. so i got all the shit straight for us to go swimmin and whatnot. keith came over. i left to get lauren, keith left to meet us at megans. all went there, swam. it was really really boring after about 30 minutes... so we eventually played chicken. nuthin better than knowin there's a virgin pussy on the back of your neck. haha. i'm j/k. it was really fun though. until my back started hurtin... haha... but we played again (big surprise). and after we beat them for like the 20th time i fell over and swallowed a shitload of water and i almost puked. god damn it hurt cuz i was coughin so bad. but i lived... and after that we were just floating around and i was holding lauren's hands and all... and i kept getting closer and closer (giving her the idea that i was about to give her a peck). well... i did. it was really really small and she didnt exactly kiss back... but only its cuz i think she freaked out. she's never even had a b/f for christs sake. so... after i took her home we talked on the computer and that was brought up in a kindasorta way. her plan was to go to bed shortly after 10:30. but instead, she asked if i wanted to watch one of my movies sittin at home. haha... so i went to pick her up and we came back here. watched it... and took her home. now, the time is 15 til 2.... and i have fucking band at 7 god damn o'clock in the morning tomorrow. its gonna suck ballsac. oh ya, i also have senior pictures to take (which i have NOT gotten my outfits together for... ) man, i'm just fucked from all directions here. oh well. i'll live cuz i'll do it tomorrow right after we get off for our break at 11. i have to stop PROCRASTINATING!!!!! (however u spell it)
well, folkies, i'm outta here. my eyes hurt from pool water and watching a movie in the dark. not to mention i've been up for almost 18 or 19 fuckin hours.... i'll be writing more later. hopefully tomorrow wont suck too badly cuz of band. peace.
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| long ass day.... |
[27 Jul 2001|12:43am] |
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well. today was fuckin long. productive at first, but still long... i woke up continuously cuz of baby wanting out. so i let her out at like 8, went to bed. woke up at 12. cooked a big white-man's breakfast of eggs and toast... then i got to all my chores... washing clothes, folding clothes, helping nora paint the room, hangin up clothes, takin out trash, straightening up the computer desk, washing out the trashcan, giving baby a bath, giving myself a bath, straightening up my bathroom and my room. um... i think thats it for the chores part... but i called lauren and megan and we all were goin to the mall. my car fucked up as soon as i got on 459 south..... so i went to the gas station by the mall and i put some oil in it thinkin that was the problem... it wasnt... so i went to walmart and dad had picked us up by then... drove down street to express oil change, left it with them, and tomorrow they should fix it in the morning, hopefully. they are gonna do a tuneup and an oil change. so... it will be fine. but i gotta fork my money over to dad for it, god dammit. i'll live. but nora took megan home while dad and i drove to express. and she picked dad and i up and lauren was still with us. took her home. and i sat around til like 830 or somethin like that. i was sleeping most of the later afternoon. i had a sudden urge to swim so i called up both of lauren and megan, but it ended up not workin cuz lauren's dad changed her mind and then i couldnt find the key to my dad's car. it all got fucked up. but it was fine. ever since i've just been sittin here wishing i had a new car and thinkin about how much i want things w/ lauren to kinda smooth out a little bit cuz it seems still a tiny bit tense. we'll be cool though. only time will change things, and time is what i have til school comes back. haha.... but on a different note
molly found my journal. hi molly! (exaggerated and very sarcastic) i was rather pissed off about that cuz i just would rather have her not know about this, but fuck it. she does now. the whole molly thing in my life has changed so many fuckin times and shifted so many times, i dont care too much any more about which way it goes. if we are on good terms, then cool. if we are on horrible terms, who the fuck cares?... it'll go back to bein the same as it was. all it ever was and is is a cycle.... over and over and over again. so thats why i say the things i do when its pertaining to our friendship w/ one another. and if she is pissed or mad at what i'm saying, oh well. she'll live and so will i. its just, its so annoying when ya find out that someone found out about somethin u didnt want them to know... we all know what i'm talkin about here, so i dont have to elaborate.
well, for now, i'm tired. and i may be visiting keith at his house if my dad will let me borrow the car this late. he may tell me to stay home, even though i always find a way out of it. haha. but i'm tired anyways. so i'll be writing more in this bitch later. adios.
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[26 Jul 2001|01:18am] |
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i am fuckin excited as anything!! i asked out lauren tonight and she said yes. hell fuckin yes!! and i cant believe i sat here for day after day and complained about worrying. you'll have to excuse me, i'm a dumbass. haha.... but ill explain my day.... first was band, which i miraculously got up for. then we all came to my house and ate pizza and hung around playin pool and whatnot. after that, i left to go to work. keith was rather pissed cuz i told him i'd be there at 3 and i showed at like 3:40. thats even after he called me. but i was having an important convo w/ ashley online... so he understood. haha. but i went to work, and i got off at 8:30... a little earlier than normal cuz i asked to leave... and i showered and picked up lauren (with just a couple minor complications) to go bowling with hunter and bonnie. so on the way there.... i look at her, and said somethin along the lines of "so what do u think about 'this' so far?" and she basically said "well, i would like to go out". so 2 seconds later i said, "well.... will u?" and of course, she hesitated for 2 seconds, and said 'yes'. so all night long i was feeling happy as anything! it was awesome. haha... well, we bowled and then i took lauren home and hunter and bonnie went their separate ways. when i dropped off lauren, i knew i should have walked her to her door, but i didnt, ONLY because i didnt want to put her in a position to make her think that i was gonna want a kiss just cuz we were 'going out now'. that would be dumb. so i just gave her a simple hug and said goodnight. i got home and i counted my change and got online. molly called me for a sec and i told her the news. keith was on his way over there for 2 seconds, so thats how keith found out. blah blah... hehe.... sorry.... from now on, this is what i'm gonna be typing about, so get used to it, fuckers! haha, j/k. but for now, i gotta kinda get goin. i need to sleep in tomorrow and then get up and wash baby and wash clothes and then clean the bathroom. argh, it sucks. i'll live though. so i'm off to bed, adios!
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| long ass day at first..then it flew by like a bird takin a shit on my car |
[24 Jul 2001|09:37pm] |
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well, as i said.... this day was fuckin long as shit. last night, i spent the night w/ keith. we watched 'down to earth' after a day of swimming with josh and just cruisin'. i really cant remember everything of yesterday, thats why i'm not gonna write about it. haha, nuthin illegal. just bunch of boredom and chillin. well... he woke me up at fuckin 10 til 8...so i couldnt eat any cereal and i couldnt even shower... oh well. we went through band, it was retarded..then we all went to eat at del toros (me, hunter, bonnie, ben, ashley dempsey, lauren, tameka, keith and michael dempsey). afterward, all of us but ashley went to watch a movie at tameka's house. gee, i wonder why ashley didnt go... haha. anyhow, through the whole fuckin movie... i was literally this close ( ) to grabbing laurens hand and seeing what happened... but all i did was kinda nudge it with the tip of my finger... which i believe, she took as just an accident. so i didnt embarrass myself, hopefully. but the whole time i couldnt help but stare at her hand... wanting to hold it, and for her to hold mine. man i woulda been happy. oh well... time will only tell. as for the movie, we watched family man. and i was the only one to have ever seen it. i flipped out! haha. but i went through the whole fuckin movie... in AGONY.... and the next thing i know... hunter says "hey anthony, dotn u work at 4?" and it was fuckin 4 exactly... on the dot. i was like FUCK!! (lauren had to work at 4 too). so we jumped up, and literally just ran out the door. i dropped her off at her house and i went home to change and i was out the door. (this is off the point, but i dont know why i'm not using paragraphs in this entry...) so i made sure i called work and let them know i'd be 10 minutes late. haha, my dad was being a dick about it too when i came home to change. he was like "why do u always cut your time so damn short and blah blah blah" well fuck, i was in the middle of a got damn movie, what can i do? i'm not gonna sit there and concentrate on the clock as if my life depended on it. besides, its 10 minutes. that is one dollar's worth of work.... not much when ya think about it, is it?? haha... well... work went by, and some bastard ordered a cheeseburger at 10 til 8. i was pissed cuz i had started cleaning the grill already... so i said fuck it. and cleaned other shit while it was cookin... blah blah blah. the gist of this story is this: we got out late and i mopped the whole store by myself. i was really fuckin pissed. but i came home and sat my ass on the computer. i really need to read more of my summer reading book... fuck man, i'm screwed. i got my senior pictures for next week, and my white shirt isnt drycleaned. i have a cell phone bill due on the 29th, which i have the 42 bux for.... i just dont have the patience to save the fuckin $ and send it. but i've set it aside and it will be in the mailbox on friday afternoon. plus on top of all that, i have lauren to think about all day long and all night long and worry and bitch and moan about whats gonna happen if i fuck up. ARGH!!! ok fuck it. i'm gonna forget about it. cuz ya know why? i know that things are going to work. i just know it. so from now on, no more bitching about myself fuckin up. things will be aight and they'll go good. ... but for now, i think i'm gonna go read what keith has updated on his journal and maybe molly's if i'm feeling the need to be curious. but i'll write more later. adios amigos.
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| just home from bowlin... got band in da mornin |
[22 Jul 2001|01:14am] |
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welp, yesterday night and today were both pretty cool. i'm not even sure if i have written in here what me and lauren talked about yesterday after me and keith and her went to the movies to see scary movie 2. haha.... i liked it.. but about the conversation lauren and i had.... the gist of the convo was this: we both need to get to know each other more, and with a little bit of time, we'll take it to the next level. so i'm happy. but for now, we are just gonna hang out and become better friends at least. i had word from hunter that he found out about it all... and he's cool with it, cuz i cant see why he wouldnt be. but he said as long as ashley doesnt care, which she doesnt, things should work fine. he thinks that lauren and i may work, cuz he doesnt see anything stopping it. so, because of hunters expertise (sp) in the subject of relationships, i'm gonna rely on hunter to be right, dammit. hahaha... nah. i'm just kidding. i know things will be just fine.
well, as for my day overall..it was ok. i woke up at 4:30. went to work at 5. worked til 11. came home, got on internet. went to sleep. woke up at 2. internet, then more sleep. woke up.internet... then said fuck it... i stayed asleep til dad woke me up for dinner (which was at like 4:45). and thats when we made all the plans to go bowling and shit. it ended up being me, hunter, keith, and kevin... tameka was there at first with keith, but keith had to take her home cuz she was getting a headache and she didnt have her car. blah blah blah... hunter and i had the last lane, and as keith was getting back, they called kevins name finally and they had a lane about 6 away from us. so we did our bowling thing..it was hilarious the whole night, especially when keith and hunter bet me 10 bucks each that i wouldnt run and slide on the lane on my stomach... i did it... haha... it made my back hurt really badly after that... so i made 10 bux (i ended up giving hunter 5 of it back cuz i felt bad...) it was awesome, though...... but anyways... i sold my shitty bowling ball to some dude for 5 bux. then we all left. (keith was driving kevin and hunter was driving me). keith past us on the highway after we left like 3 minutes before them. that rat bastard was goin fuckin 100 mph at least. haha... but hunter and i decided to go to waffle house. it was some damn good eatin. but we paid for it, he left the tip, and he drove me home. and now, i'm on the computer, just chillin... waitin to go to bed so i can get at least a tad bit of sleep before band tomorrow at FUCKIN 8 IN THE GOT DAMN MORNING!! shit, thats too early. and then band camp is actually going to be at 7 i think... boy thats gonna be shitty... oh well. i'll live.
welp, for now... i'm gonna get goin. i need to sleep before i die. see ya's later. bye
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| just got off work. bleh.... |
[20 Jul 2001|01:16pm] |
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well, i just got off work. it sucked like usual. but thankfully, i was able to work an additional 2 hours overtime. i went to put this gas treatment thing in my car after work and also an almost full tank of gas.... BECAUSE as i pulled into work this morning right at 7 o'clock, my fuckin car died and i had to fuckin park on the other side of the parking lot. i was slap ass out of gas. so.... i had to borrow keiths car after taking keith's car to get produce and some change for the deli (the daily errands...) and i went to my house w/ keiths car to get gas to put in mine. overall, i had a pretty nice ride in his car. it makes me want a new car more and more. i would ask dad if i could get one early, cuz i've been really thinkin about it lately, but as i find out today..dad is pissed about somethin. probably all the time he wasted on our spare bedroom cuz the paint just scratched right off the fuckin trim after he painted the whole thing. so he was scraping most of the paint off....and that prolly made him tired. oh well... he'll be fine later on today. me and keith are gonna be eating some kick ass steak in about an hour and a half or so... that should be good.
tonight is going to kick some ass... i think i'm gonna make my move on lauren. this is what ill do... when she is walking slightly behind me to the left or right, i'm just gonna reach back and grab her hand. i'm only following temple's advice--->I'M NOT SAYING ANYTHING TO HER JUST YET!! hahahaa.... i say that cuz temple told me that if i wanted to be a real Man, i'd wait it out to say anything to lauren. argh... its too stressful. i NEED to do something about this, cuz if i dont, i'm gonna go crazy. SO.... you all know now that i am going to be either really happy tonight or really down...... ah fuck it. things will go my way. why wouldnt they??
well, for now, i'm gonna go ahead and go help dad with chores. (not really 'help'...just do what he asked me to do). so for now, i will be talkin to this thing later. adios
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[20 Jul 2001|12:24am] |
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well... today wasnt all that bad...w/ the exception of work. i worked from 10 til 7. luckily, patrick worked for me from 7 til 9. so i showered after i got home, went to subway to visit lauren and willis. then i went to walmart to buy hangers. then i went to movie gallery and rented a free movie. came home, read like 20 somethin pages in my book, then got online. and i've been talkin to folks (mainly lauren..but she just got off). she's gonna call me back in a little bit and i think thats when i'm gonna break it to her about recently.... MAYBE. i'll see if the timing is right. then again...there is always tomorrow, eh??
keith and i are going to be eating some steak in approximately (sp?) 14 and 1/2 hours... mmmmmmmm....its gonna kick some major ass. but anyhow, i'm lookin forward to tonight... i hope things will go as planned and nuthing will go wrong. (considering what i may be doing in a little bit when i talk to lauren..cuz i'm waiting for her to call... i'm not sure if i typed that out yet or not) but ANYHOW, i'm gonna be getting off this site and waiting for a phone call. but until then, adios to all. peace.
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[19 Jul 2001|01:17am] |
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welp, as of now, i'm talkin to tameka and lauren. what a coinscidence, eh?? (i know that was prolly spelled wrong... oh well) the 2 main things goin on w/ me in the past 2 weeks... but anyways. things w/ meka are good. we are all gona go see a movie on saturday... me, meka, lauren, keith, ashley goode, maybe brian colvin, uh..........and maybe 1 or 2 more. but it should be fun. i think i may say somethin to lauren about stuff before saturday though... so who knows, eh? i may just have a better shot than i ever expected. well, howdy! i just got back after a convo w/ meka. she's about ready to leave. ok. she's gone. but i just asked lauren if it was cool about goin to the movies and all and makin sure that she didnt think i was just draggin her around or nuthin (i hope ya know what i mean by that, if ya dont, just ask me).... but she said that "no she liked goin with me".. so thats good. b4 meka left, she gave me advice to go ahead and wait b4 i said anything to lauren... but i started to. like, i made the smallest comment, and she asked me about it... so i had to respond. and all i could come up with was a lousy "are u sure u dont mind goin to the movies?" man..... i coulda asked a better ? but maybe meka was right. or not... fuck it. i may end up saying somethin to lauren within the next few minutes or days... well, she is leaving now, so i guess it looks like i'll be talkin to her tomorrow afternoon. WHOA!! I JUST HAD FUCKIN DE JA VU!!! OR HOWEVER THE HELL U SPELL IT. weird shit.... god damn man, it feels like this whole room is spinning, but i'm not high, i'm not drunk, and i'm not trippin.... i must be just plain out tired... haha. oh well. for now, i'm gonna go ahead and get off here and go to sleep. cuz i gotta work tomorrow at fuckin 10. that rat bastard boss of mine. he can suck my cock. oh well, forget him. but while i'm still upside down, let me go to sleep. peace out everyone.
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| just chillin as of now... |
[18 Jul 2001|12:43am] |
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welp, tonight was productive. i have achieved tameka's friendship again. so much for being pissed at her and calling her temple. that was fun while it lasted. WAIT... what the fuck am i talkin about? we still call her temple. haha... thats funny. i hope she never finds this page. cuz that would just cause the biggest fuckin stir in the friendship so far anyways. but for now, i'm still listenin to keith blabber away with brian. oh well. blah diddaddee dah. there isnt anything to fuckin talk about. maybe i'm gonna go check my mail or somethin. haha. well, for now, i guess i'm gonna go drink some more and hang out. maybe watch a movie. but through all that, i'll be thinkin about just what the hell i'm going to do with myself cuz i think i'm gonna drive myself crazy thinking about all the stuff w/ lauren. i wanna tell her a bunch of shit, like how i'm interested and blahb lah blah..... but i cant. and i WONT, dammit. i'm gonna take this shit slow. i'm gonna do it how its supposed to be done. and i'm really happy i'm able to accomplisht his. but hey, like i said, i'm gonna go ahead and leave now. keith says bye. i say bye. peace out..... ward tuh ya mutha, anthony
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| fuck. i'm bout to be late for work |
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well i was gonna sit here and write for 5 minutes about shit on my mind, but i have to be to work in fuckin 5 minutes. so i'll write more later. peace.
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[16 Jul 2001|10:02pm] |
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well, i wanted someone to spend the night tonight so i can watch this fuckin movie 'x-men'. but keith has seen it...cuz its his damn movie. cameron has seen it. and patrick has seen it. and none of them were able to spend the night tonight in the first place anyways... so i'm stuck here wanting a drink or 2... wait a minute.. there is a smirnoff in the fridge. hold on..... ok. much better. a drink after a long day will do ya some good. but anyways, about that whole lauren thing.... i still dont know. i really wanna hang out more w/ her and shit, but i dont want her to get this impression i'm like harrassing her or fucking stalking her or some stupid crap like that. it would just be really really really really really fuckin cool if things worked out for me this time. but what can i say, eh? i've only really been interested in her the past 4 or 5 days truthfully. and we've never really hung out before. so i am takin my time like i said i would.... but moving on to diff. subject..
i still dont know what to do about tameka.. (for those of you who dont know me or dont know what happened, she got mad at me for drinking with her ex/bf on july 4th. all this shit went down and now 'she is not my friend' cuz of it all. sure, i said some harsh things, but it was deserved.... although i 'do not deserve her friendship any more'. fuck her dammit. u dont put your friendship on the line cuz of a couple drinks. argh.... if u wanna know more, just send me an email and i'll send u the conversations between the 2 of us....) but i'm really considering sending her an email...cuz that is the only way i'd prolly be able to get her to talk to me. but what i'm really thinking, is that she's gonna keep blowing me off every time i try to say a word.... so maybe i'm gonna just stick with making her life hell by calling her temple every fuckin time i see her. (we call her temple cuz she told her ex/bf that she took her belly button ring out cuz her 'body was a temple of the lord'. so ever since, i've had no reason not to call her that). god, she is not my fuckin mother, so why did she care so much about the drinks? people are so hard to understand sometimes. well, actually, a LOT of times they are. oh well though... i will live through it all. cuz when ya think about it, u dont really need a lot of people in your life. u got your immediate family, the not-so-immediate family, your best friends... and thats just about it. (non-religiously, that is). cuz if ya wanna be all christian and be like tameka, god would come first.... so in this case, god wouldnt be 1st.... sry. if u have a problem, just ask me to explain. but back to my subject... i'm glad i have the few people there for me that wont ever stop being my fuckin friend cuz of a drink. hell, the ones that care most are the ones that fuckin drink with me for goodness' sake!! so i have this to say about bitches and assholes who dont giva shit less and for the dickheads and sluts that dont care: FUCK YOU.
ok now thats outta the system... i can talk about the fuckin money i owe keith. ARGH. 200 more dollars to go... cuz he let me fuckin borrow 550 in order to upgrade my t.v. size and to buy the stand that went with the t.v... so basically, i fucked myself over by buyin it...but it'll come in handy later in life when i want a kick ass t.v... so i should be happy. (i AM happy..what am i saying?) haha... this prolly confuses most of you all but hey, its a journal, so i'm fuckin writing thoughts as they come to my head, aight?? but once again, back to my subject. i will have keith paid back by the end of this week. cuz i have 50 bux in my pocket just for him. and with another 40 hours or so this week, that will be plenty to nourish the 150 more that i owe him. and after that is complete, i am moving on to buying a receiver for my stereo shit... that will only be 300 fuckin bux. so for now, i'm just workin in fun and relaxation with my money saving.
this is prolly getting long as it is.. oh well. fuck it. i'll write a tad more. band shit has started. i didnt go tonight cuz i was training for the floor at work. its not as hard as i thought. just a bunch of stupid shit over and over. at least i dont have to wait on folks... haha. those bastards. but anyways, summer reading has not been accomplished on my part either. i have 5 god damn books to fuckin read and i've gotten 57 in one of them done. that is it... so i think i'm gonna bust my ass for the week and a half b4 school starts, and work like almost none at all, and complete the list of books. but oh well if i dont, cuz most of the time, the english teachers only test us on 1 or 2 of them. hopefully that will happen this year as well.
well, i think i'm gonna be getting off this livejournal shit for now and back to chattin it up w/ folks. i'll be writing more later i'm sure. peace out. ant
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| just sittin for the moment |
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well, this is the first time i've written in this thing.... and i will not give this page to too many people, i know that. so if u have this after my first entry (or 2nd or 3rd....whichever) consider yourself special. but for now, i have to talk about tonight.... i went to a movie w/ lauren after workin fuckin 9 hours at the deli. it wasnt that bad, truthfully... but still... it sucked like always. but back to the movie... it was pretty damn good. i liked it. i'm pretty sure lauren did too. (hopefully, that is). but shit, i dont know what it is.. i've made a decision recently..i'm not gonna fuck up anything w/ any girl this year and from now on in life. i'm gonna take it slow and shit, just like i should have to begin with. what i'm tryin to mainly say is this: i'm interested in lauren, but i'm not gonna go off telling her i like her and all this other bologna. i really dont wanna fuck this up. cuz it'll give me somethin to accomplish, and who know's? something may come of it. argh, i'm tired. maybe this will give me somethin to complain to and blah blah blah from now on... good thought. but for now, i'm off to bed i'm sure. unless i got keith's dvd sittin on my t.v. like it was a couple days ago. but i had fun writing. sorry it wasnt that long...there will be more i'm sure. (i could go ON and ON about temple, but i wont. i'll spare myself some sleeping time.) peace out, all.
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